I really need some advice/ help, I have never been this much in love but I have fallen for this guy we can't be together, I feel really alone without him and cry a hell of a lot because of him. I also don't have the worlds best home life I get kicked and punched alot and have lots of thoughts about suicide, this guy is the only reason im still here I wish he would know but I just want everything sad and bad in my life to go away 😭