[crybaby]

I'm all alone in this situation. No one knows as of now. I'm trying to find a place that I can afford. Rent is so expensive here. The cheapest place I can find is 600 dollars and I barely make that much a month. I have no credit. If the place even accepts me, I'll have no money for food, prenatal vitamins or medicine. I don't have any friends to rely on and I'd rather disappear than be laughed at. Neither of my parents would accept it. I live with both of my parents right now and the moment I tell them, I'll be banished from the house. I wish I was never brought into this world. Babies are supposed to be miracles but to me they are a huge mistake. If I put it up for adoption, would that family help me with medical care and housing? I have no other source of income besides my current job and I can't work another job because I'll end up working at night and buses don't run that late. I don't drive which is a big problem. My life is a mess. I never asked for this. I hate my ex for ruining my life. I hate this child inside of me. I wish I knew sooner so I could've gotten an abortion and wouldn't feel this way. I'm better off dead.

Would I have to pay any amount of money to give the baby up for adoption?