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Parents - January 3rd 2015, 11:50 AM
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It's literally 3:30 in the morning right now and both my parents are watching tv super Loud that even when I turn on my music I still can't sleep. It's literaly driving me insane. I know for a fact if I go out there and ask for them to turn it down they will get upset and mad. But it's 3:30 on the morning I just want to sleep honestly who doesn't. This added with my insomnia already isn't helping. The worst part is they will wake up and complain I'm still asleep. I'm so frustrated I don't know how to handle any of it and so much is building inside of me. Exhaustion plus anger and frustration I know this will not end well. I just don't know what to do and it's going to push me over the edge for some reason. And I've already started getting to the point where my SH urges come in and I want to cut but don't so I end ip hitting myself. I just want to sleep that's all really -__-



Life is too

Short to spend

It at war with

Yourself.

I’m catching stars in the sky because I am fixing the soul within me. May it be from the heart a girl broke years ago or my soul simply repairing itself as it was shattered on my walk on this earth. May the stardust fill those cracks within my soul making me brand new, but never forgetting who I once was.