[Exelus]

Dear Alyssa,

I'm sorry. And I mean it this time. I swear that if you'll just forgive me that I'll never make my old mistakes again. I miss my Tigress, and I'm tired of living without you. I have to make up reasons to get out of bed and excuses for why I want to keep living without you. I want you to be why I live, why I get up in the morning. I want you, so why won't you come back? Every day and every night I remember of how we used to be. I know I gave you your picture back, but I still have every picture of us on my cell phone, and I can't make myself delete them. Every time I see you without a smile on your face I know its because of me, and I die a little more inside because I know that I've hurt you and I'm so sorry for it. I want to see you smile again, I want to hear your voice say 'I love you' again, and I want to try again. Please?