[Beth.]

I sure wish you were here. I miss you so incredibly much. I wish I had a picture of us together and I wish you were still here. I'm sorry I never said I loved you. I'm so stupid to realize how much I really do love you once your gone. I don't understand why this had to happen. I need you right now. I love you. I love you so much. I hope your looking down on us, dad mentioned you at dinner the other night and I had to go to the bathroom so I wouldn't cry. Now tears won't stop Uncle. I miss you, I miss your hugs and how you used to look at me. You loved me so much. You always looked out for me, I know you did. I miss your eyes really bad, I miss seeing you with Aunt Melody. I miss our connection. I try so hard to just think of good things and everything but it's so hard. I can't take it anymore. I'll never regret something so much, I hope you can hear me up there. I really love you, I miss you so so much.