[bitesize]

It's weird and a bit sad how much my feelings have changed in the last few weeks, although realistically I always knew they could. How do you expect me to just stay the same and feel the way you want me to feel without you putting in any effort? You can't just not talk to me and expect me to still feel like it's worth spending all my minutes thinking about you. Really. Inevitably, I have hooked up with someone else and am considering dating other people, and am thinking about you less, and I know that that's not your FAULT and being very far away doesn't help, but not contacting me for a week and then sending one or two messages that don't really clarify anything is hardly behaviour that's going to keep any kind of flame lit.

'I think you should come back,' well I'll think so too when I have any kind of fucking reason other than I'd be guaranteed the ride.