[jennifer]

you may be my mother, but i can tell just how much you hate me. i dont know why. you are extremely rude to me and make me feel depressed. then when i start to do something you flip your shit. i have been depressed since before october bu that was the first time i cut. ive been cutting since then. you give me back handed compliments and call me fat and talk about how i need to lose weight and then you treat me like im the bitch when im trying to talk to you like a normal person youi just huff and make me feel unimportant. i hate you so much. you treat me like shit and all i try to do is something right. i cant do anything right. you cant even notice that im depressed or even acting different. i dont want you to squish me with "love" but i want you to take some notice in my life. so thanks for nothing.