[Kate*]

I'll admit that I screwed up and that I probably blew this. The neurological stuff and learning differences are NOT my fault and I don't appreciate being blamed for them. I know I don't deserve another chance, but I'm praying for one. I can't shake the feeling that I'm going back and that he's going to somehow save me again even though it's impossible. I wanted him as a supervisor for a reason: He's one of the few of you who can give me the necessary feedback without making me want to kill myself and without treating me like an idiot, blaming me or treating me like crap. I would LOVE the opportunity to have that happen, but I know it probably won't.