[perturbed]

Ok. I think I might go to the guidance counselor, I'm just scared to (probably also my anxiety lol).

That's very true. It's just I hear stories of people hanging out with others because they feel obliged and stuff like that and it sends me anxiety through the roof. Luckily, I never get physical symptoms that others seem to get (like heart racing, palms sweating) but I do get very constant thoughts in my mind, and that is trouble all in itself...