[Complete Love.]

Hi. I know you're going to ask whats going on ... "sigh" ... I lied to you. I'm not , what you think I am. I just said it because I wanted to make you happy. And maybe someone would be proud of me. I hate feeling like a failure all the time. I feel like no one understands. I understand survival is the number one focus right now. "getting better" but theres something wrong. I'm in so much pain... i'm dying. I'm sorry.