[i_am_me_again]

Im really sorry you feel this way

*Hugs*

Sometimes I feel so lonely, like If I were to just die, or get in an accident. Who would actually be there?
You'de be suprised, there would be your family, your girlfriend, your work friends...of course you feel like no-one would be there, but thats just a negative feeling, far from the truth.

In the hospital by my side, or at my funeral. Who actually cares that I would be gone? Yeah probably my mom dad and sister, but would that be all?
No, of course not, more people than you know care about you. Like I already mentioned, you have people in your life who care for your very much.

Friends from work-can I call them friends?
Why do you think you cant call them friends?

My girlfriend? Would she be there?
What about my friends outside of work? Who would actually care to visit?


Im so glad Im going to see a therapist!
Im glad as well, that you are going to a therapist, Im glad your getting help, you deserve to be happy, not thinking negative or suicidal.
You deserve a happy life, because you are special to so many people, you dont even realise.

*Hugs* Good luck with your therapist.