Thread: Triggering (SH): First time cutting
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First time cutting - December 8th 2014, 11:51 AM
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I'm a 14 year old male, 2 days ago I cut with scissors, I don't have a razor but I don't know why I chose them over a knife. I was really scared to do it for years but I got pushed over the edge and once I had got over the pathetic thoughts of "I can't do this" and "It will hurt too much"; The reason I did it hurt more than physical damage ever will so I decided to just to it. The feeling was weird and felt really good, it didn't bleed much even though I broke the skin I'm really pathetic. The day after it really hurt though and some poor girl saw it (I chopped up my whole arm) and said I should get help so I googled help and found this site. Now you tell me if you're actually helpful in any way or if you're just another random forum full of crapposting idiots. -.-