[Kate*]

I have the same dreams, desires, and more drive than everybody else. The only difference is that my fate is to fail at EVERYTHING no matter how badly I want it, how hard I work at it, or how dedicated I am to it. Prove my wrong and give me ONE good reason not to do that. Go ahead, I dare you!

Now I've had a dream where they reversed it as unfair. Really wish it never happened or that they do that, but I don't think they will. I'm out of words to describe how bad this feels, not to mention I let everybody down and I have to watch with jealousy as everybody else who wants a masters degree earns one, no problems, no delays, no being screwed over.

Now I had another one that I went back and there was noting in my room so I had to sleep directly on my mattress and I didn't have food or anything else. I really wish I knew what they meant because now they're going to bug me