Re: Screaming thread. -
November 20th 2014, 05:29 PM
Anything to speed it up. Hour after hour after hour. It's becoming unbearable. I hate numbers, the concept of speed...
... money, materialism, place, the way things just stretch and you are supposed to appreciate the mediocre and ordinary you have until you'd get a chance to get/earn something better. Except that this is... killing me.
Not to mention I feel physically weak today. Another amazing fact. Not sure if it's because I'm failing mentally, bad sleep pattern, hate and lack of will, self hate, or what.
I moved back while
my head was turned.
Upside down
closer to the end.
Afraid of the dark
within future times.
I'm drowning there,
my final chase.
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