[Twinge]

1. Wish we could have a short chat right now. I miss the way you used to be. But I doubt that person is coming back anytime soon.

2. Stop bothering me. You know I don't care.

3. I really... DEEPLY hope you don't screw up time. Can't stop thinking about what you've done to me is incredibly unforgivable, making me feel like I have competition when I'm supposed to feel love. You know how I am. And you were turning us against each other. Sorry but it was your fault because you knew very well how I respond to things. You remind me of everything I am, was and can never be. Now we are in peaceful terms, just please, don't screw up next time. I'm prone to making the biggest mistakes and committing shit I would never. Next day after that you won't see me alive.
And no, he is not your *censored* so stop BS-ing me with that speech and that crying. I'm sick of it, and the image. I don't want it in my head. Ugh get it out. Then I'm repulsed by everyone, literally everyone. How freaking sad can you get. I hate family.

4. It's funny how I screw things up while you're not here. I'm so empty. Everything inside me is screaming for you. And I want to sing to you.

5. Please stop fighting. I don't understand why you talk so strict and so low from the second you see us, plus now I feel you are avoiding me... which is fine because I am avoiding you. Now everything you'd help me with, I do on my own. But others need you so I don't get it... I don't miss you anyway. I'm thinking it's better we don't visit you, in case this and that. Adding you to the list, no matter how much I'd want you to meet.