- Ironically it feels like I was closest to you back in the summer, before we finalized things. Maybe that's just the depression talking, but I feel distant from you. I miss you. I'll be glad to have you back Sunday; hopefully it may ease this feeling a bit.

- I wonder how you are, if you're happy. I wonder how your book is doing. I wonder if you've found someone new. I wonder if you think about me. I wonder how you see our relationship in hindsight. I wonder if you regret anything. I wonder if you've changed at all, if anything I said made a difference, or if you stayed the same. I wonder how much of it I was wrong about. I wonder why you stopped responding to my texts. I wonder if I will ever stop wondering.

I'm doing okay. I met someone new. She's one of the sweetest people I've ever met and I'm so lucky to have her in my life. You would like her. I wish y'all could've known each other; you would've been fast friends. It's hard, but I'm giving myself permission to be happy with her, without our relationship hanging over my head. I hope you've met someone, too.

- I haven't thought about you in a long time, but that song came on and you flashed into my mind. It's been six years and I still feel regret whenever I think about you. I hope you're doing well, and that your life is all you want it to be.