Hi guys,
So basically my college friend (who I also knew in secondary school) found out that I relapsed. She's been asking me weird questions about it and she didn't last time. The teachers at college are always going on about that if you know someone who's self harming than you need to report it to your (form) tutor, and we both have the same one, just different tutor groups.
But anyway, basically when I ask her not to tell anyone or if she has informed anyone she either tells me I need help from college as I don't want to tell my parents or she changes the subject or just ignores my message. So I'm rather worried that she's told him or is going to tell him. and honestly I know I need help in a way before it gets out of control but my tutor will most likely tell my parents, which would generally make it worse. I don't really know what to expect with his reaction either... He has the tendency to give lectures and they're sooooo long, but I guess if he finds out and he gives me one about it I guess it could help me..I guess?
Anyway. Has anyone experienced this before? I mean I have a bad feeling she emailed him about it as we had a day off today and I don't think she would go to him face to face about it. If I get approached by him has anyone got any tips what to say/do? I'm worried my parents are going to find out..
Oh. And my friend told me she wants me to show her my scars tomorrow
