[slowly_fading]

Yesterday was a bad day for me. I've been having tons of bad days but it's whatever. Anyways, yesterday I was in school and my mood was awful. I started to have really bad suicidal thoughts and started to come up with a plan. I texted my parents saying "Hey, so I'm kinda getting really stressed out feeling this way. The meds are not making me feel any worse I'm, just starting to feel nothing will work. I know my doctors are trying all they can do and it takes time but its kinda making me feel as if nothing will work". They did not get my text so when I got home I told my parents "I was having really bad thoughts during school to the point I started thinking about ways I could do it and I texted you guys because I did not know what else to do".

Well, my mom cried some and said she just wants me better... Thats pretty much it.

My question is, I am doing "alright" right now. On tuesday when I see my psychologist do you believe she is going to re admit me because of this? I told someone so i don't see why I should be...