-I wish I hadn't have had to tell you. I wish this didn't happen. I wish I had trusted you. I wish you had been here. I swear that's not why I did it, but I wish you had been. I am so sorry for everything. I hope you still love me. I love you so much. I haven't told you that enough lately because we've been fighting so much, but it's so stupid, it's so stupid in the scheme of things. I just want you back here with me, holding me, telling me about your trip. I hope that can still happen. I really do.

- I am so sorry I did this, and am not minimizing my part in it, but please take me back. Leaving me to live with friends makes my life, and therefore my recovery, worse, not better. I will do what it takes to come back, just let me come back home.

- You're the best friend I could have ever asked for. I am only sorry that I can't be more than a friend to you, or even a better friend to you.

- You have made this whole thing so much more bearable. Thank you for accepting me as I am. I am so grateful to have met you.