Just keep trying don't give I know how you feel. All you want is to be with him but it's hard to get there, so just keep truckin'. You will eventually be able to tell him how you feel. Also if it isn't to 1st grade like ask around and to his friends if you think that there is is a possibility that he might like you. Don't for get to let me know if you get the guy of your dreams.
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