[TommyPops]

Ok this is the worst thing that happened ever in my entire life, please help me.

It was my gf's birthday celebration and it was fun before it happened!
She dragged me into another room and we tried to have sex.. but we didn't put it in the "D" anymore because my gf's mom walked in on us and was shocked. My gf's shirt was on but her bottoms are out, same with me and she was sitting on my "D"! this is so embarrassing! i don't know what to do..? After the party before i left i talked to her mom and i said: "Ms. Wattson, sorry for what you saw earlier, we both just got tempted and i'm sorry." then she said to me: "You both are still young. Those things should not be done and should be avoided." then as i was stepping out the door i said: "Thank you for the food Ms. Wattson and I'm sorry." and I then left.

Her mom talked to my girlfriend and said that she was disappointed in her and thought she could be trusted. She told my girlfriend that she won't tell her dad what had happened. And she also said to stay away from me a bit (i don't know if it means breaking up or cooling off), and that that we have done should be avoided. She told me she thought her mom cried but idk if this is true. Her mom was conservative about these things. I doubt if she'll be ever to go out again with her friends because of me or us.

This just sucks so much because it was my first time at my gf's house and her mom was very kind to all of her friends and me also. I kinda wish i didn't go to the party if i knew this was gonna happen. We both didn't expect that would happen and that thing would happen between us.

I really love my Gf we've been together for 3.5 years and we both have deep feelings for each other and this is not the kind of childish relationship and we're both 15.. i know we're underage but we got tempted for the pleasure but we didn't kinda do it it was kinda just the tip. But still i feel like i wanna kill myself for what we've done.


Me and my gf feel sorry for each other because we both got tempted i feel disgusted by myself and scared too. I think that her mom hates me. I think that she doesn't trust the both of us anymore. What's worse is we're very religious people me and my gf. I couldn't sleep last night thinking about this. We're both scared.

I am seeking advice from wise people here who has had experiences or the same thing that had happened to them.. what should i do? that party was just yesterday.

She and her mother just talked this evening and she told my gf to stay away from me (break up) and told my gf if it's really love then we really shouldn't be doing those things and should respect ourselves.. Her mother told her that she doubts if I really love her.. This hurts me so much in so many ways.
Should i apologize to her mother right away for wait a few months time..? please help... We're even classmates which make it harder for us more i have to keep my distance away from her and i have to exchange seats with my friend so her mother won't create another problem please help... i really love this girl..