[Uhmsir]

God, just fuck you. I am there for you, always. Where were you when I needed a friend? Where the fuck were you on Friday when I felt like killing myself? You were too busy obsessing over a girl who has much bigger problems than you. You are so blind to everything that is going on. I can't believe you. I am so sick and tired of feeling alone- feeling like no one understands me. I'm so quiet. I'm so quiet and no one ever asks why. They assume that I am just shy or that I hate them. Well, you know what? I am quiet because I have been treated like I am nothing by so many people. I am used to being a shadow, and I am used to being a ghost. I guess that you don't care. Maybe you would start to care if I wasn't alive. That's the thing. I am going to continue to be alone and unheard, unless you change. If you don't- if you make me choose and you continue to ignore me... I'll have no other options. There is no other way to escape this pain inside of me.