[mindflower]

I thought staying home would help me feel a little better but guess not and now I have to catch up in class.
And Matthew was probably gawking over Mimi all the fucking day gag me.
And I should be really excited for my birthday on Saturday but I'm not.
I try really hard to be happy and to feel something besides emptiness but really I don't know why I even bother when I'm never going to mean anything to this world.