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Unhappy High School Senior - September 4th 2014, 08:53 PM
I am sort of freaking out. I feel like I'm choking and suffocating.
I just got off the phone with my guidance counselor, who is new. I go to school online. She informed me that my application for Dual-Psychology has been rejected because I missed the registration deadline, which was not listed on our school's website. She is such a nice person and she was trying to help me get through my planning for College Apps, but I started tearing up on the phone for no reason and having a panic attack and now I can't stop. I have anxiety and depression, and I am medicated for it, but she doesn't know that. And I got short with her right before we hung up because I could barely breathe and now I'm sure she hates me and I-How am I going to make it through this year? What if I don't get in? What if I can't find scholarships? What if I don't graduate?
I don't know what to do and I don't know how I am going to get through this year.

I am the one who loved you. I am the one who stayed. I am the one and you walked away. I am the one who waited, and now you act like you just don't give a damn. Like you never knew who I am.