[Lelola]

Try to focus on yourself and improving yourself. Don't let yourself sink into a depression. Instead of looking for others, seek out new interests and new groups of people. Look for a new job or learn a new skill. Find a club or volunteer. If you don't run, start walking and then start running.

The last thing you want to do is to give yourself time to think about what "might" be. Find things to make yourself happy and dwell in the now versus what your idealized future would be.