[mindflower]

My mom bought herself a new iphone with what could have been my New York money without permission, my dad believes that I'm an alcoholic, I want Matthew back more than ever, school is so stressful I'm falling apart, I'm not gonna make it much longer without hurting myself, I'm auditioning for a play tomorrow as long as I don't have an anxiety attack and bail, and I'm gonna be alone for a very long time I know it.