[nothereanymore]

Part of me won't go away
Every day reminded of how much I hate it
Weighted against the consequences
Can't live without it so it's senseless
Wanna cut it out of my soul
and just live with a gaping hole
Take control of my life and wash out all the burnt taste
I made the problems in the first place
Hang my head low cause it's part of me
You hardly see
Right next to the heart of me
Hurting me, the routine scar
New cuts cover where the old ones are
And now I'm sick of this
I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
I'd rather not even be than the man that's staring in the mirror through me

Cut myself free, willingly
Stop just what's killing me

I feel it everyday
I feel I made my way
I feel it swell up inside, swell up inside
Swallowing me

Everywhere I look around, I see how everything oughta be
And every time I see myself, there's always something wrong with me
Everywhere I look around, I see how everything oughta be
And every time I see myself, there's always something wrong with me