[Mariliss]

The girl I have a major crush on just got a girlfriend. And I can tell this relationship is going to last quite a while. And I may be friend-zoned anyway.
But STUPID, STUPID brain can't stop thinking about her. About how much I care about her. Why can't I just give up on this? It almost seems like it's actually impossible for me to just be all, "Oh well, she's taken, probably for a long time. Time to move on." It's been two weeks already, come on brain! Stop being so dang heartbroken. Stop almost crying. Don't. There's no reason to.
Aaaggh, I just realized that a little before she got together with her now girlfriend, she might have been testing me to see if I liked her.
DANGIT. STUPID. ME. WHY. STOP BEING SUCH A LIAR AND TELL THE TRUTH WHEN PEOPLE ASK QUESTIONS LIKE SHE DID AGGHH. I almost can't wait for school to start so I can meet someone new that I can have a crush on. I hate being like this, I need to stop.