[thatonelady]

I seem to always get extreme anxiety when I might see this guy that I'm friends with and ocassionally sleep/hang out with. I'm cool with all of his friends, and I've hung out with all his people. But, we're both invited to the same party by a mutal friend, and this has given me extreme anxiety.. I do really like this guy, and I have a strange feeling he wouldn't want me there..But we've hung out plenty of times alone and with friends.

I dunno why i feel like this, I just get so anxious and feel like breaking out crying and It just messes with my head for days! I was thinking about this and thought everytime we hang out we're basically always together, holding hands, cluddling, kissing etc. I wouldn't want to go to the party and maybe he has another girl that he's with. My jealous is the problem maybe?

Idunno how to handle this and keep my emotions under control cause I will break out crying and hyperventilating, and feeling sick to my stomach.