Re: Complaint of the day -
August 14th 2014, 07:46 PM
Well. I had gone a good 4 months or so without cutting myself and then I JUST DO IT LIKE.... what.
Great. So that happened.
AND THEN he expects me to still fuck him, and honestly I really want to but I also really DON'T want to. So he's coming over in a couple hours and I'm really dreading this.
Oh, also, I think I was like out of my mind last night or something because I texted my ex last night and he didn't answer of course but I probably made him wonder if I'm okay and I hate feeling so pathetic so.
Yeah, and I hate myself.
And school starts next week and I'm so excited but so scared and I don't know how my anxiety is going to do...
Merp...
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