[Kate*]

I have no problem providing you with an educational opportunity in terms of understanding and working with me. I'm apparently extremely rare and unique. But, I will only do it if you let me finish this degree. See, if I'm not allowed to get out of this what I came for, I'm not exactly willing to do you any favors. You can understand that, right?

Also, They really did say that, it really happened, whether they want to admit to wrongdoing or not. I respect you enough that I would never waste your time (or mine), lying to you. I need you to believe me. I need you to understand the impact that it had on me. I feel like they got away with it, it made me look bad and it wasn't fair.

I just proved to myself that I can do this amazingly well when the pressure's off. I NEED you to see that and understand it because I'm afraid if you don't that I will lose my chance to do it for real and I don't know if that's going to happen. I can feel it falling apart again and I'm TERRIFIED because this is the last time it will do that. This is my last chance.