Summer sucks. Apart from my job, I have not much to do and I only get behind the laptop for the rest of the damn day. My sister is a bit mad at this and it seems like she wants to accentuate my mistakes.
I just fucking hate summer, I hate the place I live in, the reason I'm "addicted" is because I want time to pass quick so I can go to college so I can make new friends and have a better social life! Goddamn! And no, I don't want to fucking go on vacation to Turkey or Spain because I screwed up last vacation and I don't want to miss my friends that I do have contact with too much. (The friends I do have real life contact with are 15 minutes away driving and I don't want to put a burden on my mother)
Just fucking end summer earlier so I can be less "addicted" and help myself, please.
