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I am not quite sure where to post this thread since there isn't one that this thread would fit in perfectly..

Anyway, a doctor I recently started seeing is nothing but a pain in the butt. seriously. He is very strict and won't be easy. He does not care about a traumatic event that resulted in forced revocation of pen pals, as well as membership of a site, and in general, people getting away with misconduct just because it is online. He won't let me talk to him about it AT ALL. He does not use friendly language at all, he uses strict terms.

Like this past school year, I was home-schooled for several weeks of that year but he said things to me like "the people at your school don't ever want you to come back" and that hurts my feelings. He also says that I get stuck on things and says something about autism that I take HEAVY offense to. All I need is a problem solved. And no one has gotten off their lazy behinds and done it for me.

And what do I do if a doctor actually forcibly prescribes a certain type of medication to me, or increases the dose of it, even if I beg him pretty please not to?

My parents are actually trying to ground me and take away privileges only because I cry literally every day. That is not a bad behavior but I have recently got in trouble just for crying. They stopped caring. I need them to help me in doing one favor for me by resolving a conflict. If anyone succeeded in convincing these people that I was innocent, I would be much happier. I have hoped so much that this would blow over and finally be back to normal but I haven't had any luck after about 7.5 months.

I don't think I can handle this summer for much longer. I am ready for school to start, seriously. I usually enjoy summer but this one is nowhere near fun due to a forced revocation of a piece of recreation all caused by a mistake and lied on for something I didn't even do in the first place. I am stuck in my house which is basically a dungeon because of nothing fun to do and crying and unbearable tortorous pain.

I need to be allowed to talk to someone whenever I need to. How does one avoid receiving a harsh consequence when someone else does something wrong but someone jumps to conclusion and blames a random person for it?

I would also like to know how to be allowed to have a different doctor if I am not comfortable with this one.