Thanks you guys, I just....I feel so worthless, before I know I'm going to be 30. I don't want to live with my Grandma anymore and I want a new car but with my job making 7.65 an hour I just cant afford rent anywhere or a car payment. As for the relationship stuff I just feel like my Grandma that died of cancer I am doomed to be and die alone
I mean yeah she was married to my Dad's, Dad....but in the end she didn't grow old with a partner and I feel like thats how I'm going to be since I'm almost 30 and haven't found anyone by now. I dont believe when people say theres someone out there for everyone because of what my Grandma went through.