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Just....lonely - June 7th 2014, 01:03 AM
For the past few weeks I been slowly getting more and more depressed and feeling like I been wanting to cut again. The reasoning: Everyone around me is either living on their own (I am in my mid 20's), in a relationship, engaged, getting married or is pregnant. Where am I in life? Living with my Grandma, working a minimum wage job, driving a car that needs work at least once a month and ....drum roll.....I am single and have never really been with anyone. I know I am not the prettiest, or skinniest person in the world but I just feel like I am disgusting because no guy...or even girls talk to me. I am just doomed to live under my Grandmas roof forever with my cat and never know what its like to be in love.

Edgar Allen Poe "And so all the night-tide, I lie down by the side of my darling-my darling-my life and my bride, in the sepulcher there by the sea".