[kodz]

You say you were hurt by me ignoring you. How do you think I felt? You do it to me all the time and never really seem to be bothered by it, but when I actually do it to you you get all mad and pissed off at me? If you don't like it, don't do it to me and I won't do it to you, cuz it hurts me just as much if not more than it hurts you.

Nothing seems to be enough for you. I told you I was going to change, put a lot of effort into it, but the moment you thought that something was wrong or weren't satisfied you ran. I know I talk a lot about changing and never really do, but it's really hard when you don't cooperate or bail if I don't completely transform immediately. This is not a one-way street, I deserve to be treated right as well. I won't give up though, not just yet.