[.:PrincessZelda:.]

I can definitely relate to this in a way. Whenever I am upset, angry, depressed, etc., I tend to drink a lot. Are you currently seeing a therapist/counselor? If not, I think you should try to see one as it can be beneficial to you in the long run. It is a good thing to realize that you have a problem and it takes a lot of courage to do that.

Try distracting yourself whenever you get upset, angry, etc. and feel like drinking. Try joining a club/sport at college or in your community.