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I got a fantastic grade on my persuasive essay (an A), and I finished my chemistry final which is such a relief, I found all of my unknown chemicals so yes
Tomorrow is 3 MONTHS with Matthew, and that's a miracle in itself, usually I'd be single by 2 and a half months so... its just wow. I really love him. The past couple of days have been really hard on my heart honestly, with Pat, and Cody, and my horrible anxiety when it comes to Matthew but we can work through it yes? I think so. I hope so. I'm ready for my turn to love him, for as long as I get which is hopefully like really long THREE!
Um... I'm really excited I get to star in my best friend's mini film this summer!
Been a while since I hurt myself... doing good...
Yeah