[Kate*]

-- I respect you enough not to be mad and I know that you told me that reaching out was a good thing, but based on your reaction combined with how it makes me feel, I really want to stop doing it.

I know that he communicated with you about it and I'm hoping that you reacted that way because he told you to and not because that's how you would really handle it. If that was going to happen, I'm glad it happened with you and them. If only I could learn to be more like you in that way I'd probably be set.

-- I'm not going away so I really hope you have an idea to fix this that will actually work and not just make me feel worse than I already do. I refuse to accept that I will never see a client or that I will not finish this. This is a new situation for you, learn to work with it.

-- This is why breaks are dangerous. This one isn't as bad as others have been, but I'm thinking that I should've scheduled with you anyway because when I call I know it will probably take at least 2 weeks to get in.