I have mixed feelings about about your reply. It certainly wasn't what I was expecting. I'm glad you are "okay with these changes," but "these changes" mean completely changing the way you handle things. One email and suddenly you're "okay" with everything? After your display last week, one email makes you "okay?" In the four years we've been together, the four years you've had to change, you're suddenly "okay" with changing? I'm glad you're "okay" with it and "looking forward to these next steps," but I'm not so "okay" with it.

I'm angry. I'm resentful. I'm disappointed. I'm confused. I'm angry about the things that happened last week, and at your response to it. I'm resentful for similar reasons. I'm disappointed, because I realized part of me wanted you to say you were done. I'm confused because I don't know what I want. I don't even know how to talk to you right now; I know it'd be easy for me to just let the weeks go by without talking to you until this "break" becomes a break-up. I'm sad, because I don't know why I am so okay with letting four years of our lives slip away.

I know I should give you a chance to prove that you really are "okay" with what I am asking of you, but right now I just don't want to. I'm not saying this means we are done, but right now I am just not "okay" with things.