[Kate*]

-- I will never believe that you didn't try to do that on purpose, but I got what I wanted

-- You keep giving me every reason to be hard on myself and then telling me not to be so hard on myself. That's a lifelong problem, but you can't tell me you don't see the problem with it.

Not to mention that you have NO IDEA what it's like to watch EVERYONE get through no problem while I'm getting told everything I've been told. You're the professional here, I can't believe that your faculty saying stuff like that to your students is okay with you.

It really feels like you're trying to get rid of me without telling me to go away. Then when I confront you, you deny that there is something wrong with me that's causing it. Then you tell me I'm being paranoid and too hard on myself. I really don't see how else I'm supposed to handle this. I passed so you can't justify getting rid of me.