[mindflower]

I don't know what I'm doing.
I don't fucking know what I'm doing GODDAMNIT I NEED FUCKING HELP WHO AM I WHAT AM I WHY AM I ALIVE I WANT TO DISAPPEAR.
My grades are so shit I don't even know why I'm bothering, and my family, and my friends, everything that I could potentially have I am fucking up like you wouldn't believe, I can barely deal with a job here on TeenHelp...
I want this drug dealing thing to work out. I want drugs. I want to kill this pain. And I want to cut. All over my body, every single inch of me, so I can feel beautiful. Nothing sounds more exciting than writing my suicide notes and nothing sounds sweeter than a hospital bed. I want a goodbye kiss from Matthew and I want to sleep forever.
I WANT The End.