[mindflower]

Your hair cut doesn't look good and I hope you hate it too. You need to shut up and get a prom date and stop shutting out your friends. You need to stop randomly texting me sad and sweet things trying to get me back because usually when you do, its the times I'm okay without you. I'm safe and perfect with Matthew, hear me now, I'm not taking you back. You hurt me and you do this to other girls and I'm so angry at you. I hate that I still kind of have feelings for you but really, could you fuck off again so I can forget you and all the ways you pained me?

Shut up, okay? You're fucking perfect and your life is handed to you on a silver platter. You don't know the pain of having to worry day and night that my boyfriend of almost two months, still loves you more. I rip out my hair and stomp my feet and scar for that boy, just like I have for how many years. And please, if you know me so well, would you mind realizing how ruined I am?

Shut up.

Shut up too.

Fuck the FUCK off.

I love you.