[Algernon]

So. I basically have a horrible diet. And I need some insight.

My family has many people who have diabetes, most of them are overweight, but a few of them were thin when they were young, but got fat when they got older. I'm afraid that if I keep eating like this, I might get diabetes.

My mood isn't good all the time. And I'm starting to think... Could it be my diet? I mean, I've been sad, having real problems. My boyfriend used to be thin, and when we started having sex he suddenly gained all this weight, he's about the same height as I am, and he noticed that he's "heavier" such as it's harder for him to move around. Crazy thing is I feel the same way!

I hate the way my body looks. I'm not fat to the point where the problem is evident, but I think if I don't change something, it's going to get worse. Honestly, it's embarrassing to say... I looks like cellulite is forming. My roommate says the scale must be wrong because the number that comes up seems crazy for a person of my height.

What do you guys think, and suggest?