[gdheiwmow]

[Edited] I know this because I have been stuffing my face with Cajun food this whole time like a pregnant woman does.

So today is the day I planned for this month's sacrifice. I cleaned my tools as usual, but some of the disinfectant got on my leg, so I just decided to go with it and disinfect my leg. After prayer and sacrifice, [Edited]! It was so nasty, [Edited] But it's not like I expect anyone here to understand the situation, because everyone takes this kind of thing like a joke or like I'm crazy for feeling this way. It makes me feel so horribly alone and scared, and those are the two worst companions to the feeling of this kind of pain.