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Me and my boyfriend have done pretty much everything but sex and he hasn't eaten me out either. I asked him about eating me out and he just told me that it wasn't "appealing" to him. I am clean and he knows that, and I always shave and he told me that wasn't the problem, so then what is!? It kind if hurts my feelings because he doesn't want to. And I'm not going to force him into it, I want him to want to do it. But he doesn't want to and I really want to and I told him I want to before but I don't think he knows how much I want to. So I don't know what to do! I give him blowjobs and I was nervous about it at first so why can't he do this for me. I hate that I sound selfish right now but it's driving me crazy wondering why he doesn't want to.