[house-of-usher]

I really just want to be done with my life. I want to just fall asleep and not wake up. I am hurting so bad and i don't know why. The marks on my arm will not fully go away and it has been a little over a week now. I don't know what to do anymore. I try to talk to others about it and they get so worried, but I hate it when others are worried about me. I tell them that I will be fine, but I know that is not true. I feel as though no one truly cares about me. I don't feel as though I can ever be loved by someone. How could anyone ever love me when all I want to do is hurt and or kill myself because I can not deal with the pain. I am so hurt and lost and I really just want to be done with my life.