[bitesize]

I miss you so much today. I met N last night in workman's and he's always been one of my favourite of your friends and he reminds me so much of you and I just miss you so much. I would do anything to have your arms around me right now. I miss your smile and your little jokes, I miss the way you firmly say 'Hey!' when I start to worry, I miss the smile you do when you think I'm being cute, I miss your coat and your hair and your eyes and your short fingernails and how you're always there to reassure me and I miss clinging on to you at night when we'd say things we'd never say to anyone else and I miss how you loved my weirdness and didn't think it was weird. It's taking all I can do right now not to text you and tell you how insanely I miss you today. I miss you so much today. I miss you so fucking much. I know I need to give you back your hoodie but it smells like you and I just can't give that up. I miss you so much. I miss you so much.