[dragonblood]

Well,
Sometimes I feel empty. Not unhappy, but just empty. Empty feeling like you can never be special or noticed, like I'm not important and I'll just fade into the shadows. Just an empty feeling for maybe two or three hours in the evening and maybe day before I can be back to normal, enjoying life and everything I have. But in those few hours, sometimes longer than three hours sometimes less but in that period of time, I feel like nothing can make me smile or laugh without faking it. It's not like I'm unhappy, I don't think but it's just an emptiness that I don't know how else to describe.

It may just be nothing but it's a really strange feeling that I want to know why I have it or just if anyone else knows about this. It's only been like this recently and I don't get why I have this.

Thanks for reading