[It is 57 below zero]

For the past several months, my parents make me take a pill every day, and they make me take even more of it when I cry or look sad. They also make me take it sometimes just when I do something as minor as lay in bed awake at 2:00 am, which does not affect them at all.

They won't allow me to negotiate or they won't give me any chances.

It was a pill that I never asked for, and I never asked for it to be prescribed to me.

The other day, though, I was self harming in front of them so my dad made me take the pill. He did not give me another chance, and there was no way to compromise. He would not let me leave the room and he had to monitor me while taking the pill.

I feel like I am screwed because I am being forced to take this one pill every day without a way to persuade my parents not to.

Because of what happened the other day, I am mad at my dad and I want him to screw himself.